Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Two weeks, tomorrow, or a month away

Dear little soul

It's been a long time since I have communicated with you in this way. It seems that the industry of preparing for your coming got in the way of really connecting with you.

My first apology to you.

I woke up this morning, very very early, and realised that I have to let go of some of the things I want to do. Or save them for later. So I meditated and tried to get in touch with you. You stirred a little and I know that you have forgiven me.

I am curious about meeting you. Regardless of whether you are a boy or girl - who are you? Will you be strong? Will you be sensitive? Will you be resourceful? Will you be a comic? Whatever characteristics you have, I anticipate meeting them, in you, anytime from now.

I am 38 weeks pregnant, plus a day (according to the first ultrasound). You stir again within me. I don't know whether our first acquaintance will be made in the next 24 hours, on 3 July, or even two weeks after that. It could even be on your Soul Papa's and my wedding anniversary! Now, that would be amazing!

Perhaps I should return to bed - it's not even 6am.

Love

your Soul Mama

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