Patience

Dearest little soul,

These modern mechanisms of the internet and home pregnancy tests are designed to make us anxious. I fell prey to both, and have been surfing one and splashing wee on the other, on and off, for the last 10 days. Both channels have offered too many uncertainties. Vagueness and anxiety are not what are needed when we're preparing to receive you. Your Papa and I need to be centred, happy and content. I know I need to learn patience. And that is what these last 10 days have taught me (after mildly panicking over wondering whether I am actually pregnant, or not).

A super sensitive urine test at the local GP this morning confirmed that we not are going to have a baby.
We won't give up on hoping for your arrival. We'll be ready for you when you decide to come.
Love,

your Soul Mama (and Papa)